love me for me, or don't love me

oh..agk lame x update blog nie. i have a few reasons to back-up that though. so, no offense okieess. ok, I'm acting like you guys actually care about this. - bad opening, again!

Alhamdulillah, my sister, Kak Ngoh is getting better day by day. and i'm sure she'll recover by the time she gets back to work. caya lah kakngoh! u're very strong!

and now i'm feeling like the weight of the world that i've been carrying throughout all this semester is halved already. since all the written assignments are done and gone baby gone. yeay! clap2!! but i still have two presentations to go through. so...spread your wings and fly ahlami fly! tips for oral presentation = Don't forget to SMILE!! =)


hmm...hari minggu ni juga agk best, we've got to play sort of explorace. station yg paling best ialah station buat senaman. ohh...lame x buat sit-up. tapi, saye sgt bersemangat! finished all those in 9minutes! yeay! clap2 lagi! despite having soksek soksek selsema. hihi. Alhamdulillah. i'm getting better and getting there!


and i think this one is quite good. read or caught it from the lyrics i guess:

"Love me for me, or Don't Love me"

in my own definition - love is not about being someone that your partner wants you to be. erk..mcm kesian la plak! the truth is, it's more than that!!


updates about raya holiday this year. since we, adelaideans will be celebrating raya in our mid-semester break this september, ramai la pulak yang nak balik raye malaysia yer! hehe...yeah yeah yeah...same2 join club balik raye september nie yer.. and utk pengetahuan semua, Malaysia Airlines pon tgh dok wat SALE besar besaran tue! grab a deal! grab your chance! (harap2 dapat la discount sbb promote MAS nie..hehe)

okiess...mari kite dgr Keith Urban menyanyi. jarang2 leh tgk keith urban ngn piano...jiwang sket yer..hihi..

Keith Urban - Tonight I Wanna Cry


bubye
Ami

sejuk aihhh

"......tidak ada sehelai daun pun yang gugur yang tidak diketahui-NYA...."
[ Al An'am:59]

- gmbar dari flickr-

oh...lately ni asyik sejuk jer...
serba salah aje nk jemur kain. huhu. malas pon dtg la melanda.
laa..dah name nyer nak masuk winter...sejuk la..aisehh..xpaham2 lagi ker?

monolog dalaman - assignment mcm mane Ahlami? ade baik ker smua? brape percent dah progressing tue? jangan wat last minute yer...erm..actually..agk dh last minute dah nie, nak x nak..kena buat jgak kan..hihi

hari tue, (sabtu malam) ade wat sister's gathering utk area West nie.
best2. ade makanan macam2..biase la..kalu sisters nie...makanan msti nak yg best2 semua.
hehe. kami serumah x buat grand2 pon.. ckup la setakat 2 bekas pasta bake istimewa daripada chef fatihah mahmud dari dungunggg, tganu and cupcakes manis drp cik ahlami.

pasta bake [extra cheese]

choc cuppiesss. butterflies beli kt woolies 81cent sahaja! haha

my 2nd sister, kakngoh is having her laparoscopic surgery today. gallstone removal. buang batu karang and hempedu skali...
semoga dipermudahkan segalanya...insyaAllah..


bubye
ahlami

lupe tadi

oh..lupe tadi nk cite pasal American Idol.

congratulations to Kris Allen. and yeah. i'd expected you would win this over Adam Lambert. despite all the comments u've got from the judges, finally, u won this competition. poor adam lambert, just because he's gay. as a matter of fact, this had made people to think twice whether to vote him or not.

american idol kedekut la. xbagi org upload performance video kat youtube.

adeihh kris allen...nasib baik dah kawin dah....hehe

teringat kata2 my nephew wafi;

'Mak Ude, i think u should stop watching american idol, but you have to get into this competition too...'

ape2 jer la Wafi niee...


bubye
amie

nyanyuk day

hari tue, junior saye, puloh mintak tolong belikan budu kat asian groceries. sepatut nye saye beli weekend tue, tapi LUPE! adeihh...skali nyanyuk!


2 kali nyanyuk!
pastue..hari isnin tu plak, nak g beli lah budu nyer. and dalam kepala tue nak beli jugak gula melaka or oghe klate panggil nisey. so, drive lah ke asian groceries. dalam kepala budu. nise. budu. nise. ipod still on. smbil dok nyanyi2 jgk. smpai asian groceries. xingat dah la kat budu nyer..ni msti sbb kes nyanyi syok sgt tadi...terpadam sudah ingatan terhadap budu itu. siye puloh...


3 kali nyanyuk!
pegi kt kete tue.cari2 kt beg mane kunci kete? dalam poket. xder jugak! tgk2...arggghhhhh!! tensen gue....kunci kete dok dalam kereta...alamakk..kereta pon locked! hahaha...memang saye gelak la time tue. tensen2 pon kena theraphy siap2 la, iaitu gelak! hihihi...trpksa patah balik ke umah. Ahlami NYANYUK lagi...then nasib baik peteh ade kt umh, dah halfway jalan, peteh la yg datang bg spare key. huhu. pegi blk kt kete, then dapat la balik dgn selamat. Alhamdulillah...


itu lah cerita NYANYUK nyer...hehe...nmpknye kena wt screening memory test lagi ni. kes terhantuk hari tu xhilang lagi kot? hahaha


22 May - bioinformatic 1 submission
27 May - Group Poster Methodology submission
27 May - Individual methodology report submission
29 May - bioinformatic 2 submission
2 june - poster presentation
5 june - biomed symposium presentation


nasib baik ade 3 minggu free bfore exam! ya Allah..berkatilah masa aku...ameenn..


bubye
amie

p/s: "Ya Allah..berilah kekuatan dan ketabahan hati kepada kakngoh ku...semoga kakngoh cepat sembuh...ameennn....."

u better go and get your armor

too bad, Danny Gokey couldn't make it into Final! huk3...i'd been dreaming of him winning this competition over that g** Adam Lambert. hehe..tapi xmengapa. Kris Allen pon hensem..eh..best jgk..so, let's see what happen lah final nnti!


oh. heaven betul hari nie!

walaupon agak penat menyiapkan (xde la dah siap 100percent) poster physiology tadi bersama Joanna and Geordi, tapi semangat utk balik berkobar2 hari nie..hujan yang turun tidak dihiraukan. sejuk menggigil terketar2 rase. tapi tetap bersemangat! kenape?

sebab dah janji dgn housemates dan diri sendiri jugak nk buat nasi kerabu. sangat2 mengidam (mengidam?) nak makan nasi kerabu sejak 2 minggu yang lalu lagi. tapi xnak nasi kerabu yg kaler biru tue, or nasi kerabu putih yg biase tue. ni mengidam nak nasi kerabu kuning yg sambal nyor (kelapa) kaler coklat yang yang yang macam MA saye BUAT!! hehe..

akhirnye, berjaya jugak buat. boleh la. FIRST TIME ni buat. yer tau.. saye xpandai masak. dh pandai buat nasi kerabu nie. boleh kawin dh kan? haha. gelenya! and of course, my favourite cooking so far, ayam bakar. sedap2! nasi kerabu ngn ayam bakar n keropok! yeah yeah!

Gambar xsempat nak snap sbb lapor sgt time tue. terus makan! hehe.

dialog mase makan tadi:

ummu: sape dh nak kawin umur 27? ami kan?
ibtisam: eh...tu kaklin la..bukan ami!
ami: saye maybe 25 or 26 kot
peteh: tsam? hang biler? thn dpn kan?
ibtisam: eh..bukan..24 kot..ermmm...nak 19 bleh?? hahahahah
ami: erm..nth2 umu yang dlu...Wallahualam...Allah hanya merancang...kite yg menentukan...
semua org: HAHAHAHAHHAHA....

erkk...salah sebut laaaa....terbalik...ALLAH hanya merancang plak...adeihh..saye ni, suke sgt la tershashul2 nie...nak lekat keropok tadi gelak kuat sgt. aisehh...


hari ni juga saye potong rambut. kasi trim elok2 sket. hair stylist khas: miss ibtisam ismail la..sape lg..thanks my dear!

after all today is a happy day. even though it is not perfect, but we have to be grateful for what we have to day. the ability to do this and that. Alhamdulillah...

last but not least, wishing a very HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY to all my teachers. and to all teachers in the world. jasamu tetap di kenang!

sesi painting with my anak sdare. rindu mereka!

bubye
amie

p/s: why does love have to feel like a battlefield? i say you better go and get your ARMOR - ni lagu baru Jordin Sparks yer...best!!

the 9th of May

The Phantom of The Opera

so, this one has given me such a wonderful experience of being in a live performing arts - Theatre. hehe..best jugak! mmg ade jugak adrenaline rush mcm tgk rugby hari tu. time diorng nyanyi yg suara soprano tue....getar2....ngeeeeeeeeeee!! best giler. sound system mmg hebat! teknologi canggih..eh2..tetiba aku rase mcm jakun plak. kih3. but this one has given me a very great experience! the 109.90 dollar that i spent has already paid off! satisfied!

note - kdg2 susah jgk nk paham accent diorng yg pekat likat tue. nasib baik ade part nyanyi lg banyak daripada cakap. so, phm la jalan cerita. hehe. ahli yg pergi = kak aini shamsi, kak aini master, paim, jasmin, n me!

kak aini, kak aini master, paim n jasmin

Adelaide Entertainment Centre yg agk gah

amik gmba ngn wallpaper pn jadi la kan..

Happy Birthday to Umu(housemate), Siti(coursemate) and Kak Izati(seniorita)

seriously, dah la kena buat kek 2 kali sbb mula2 wat tue ade masalah teknikal sedikit..ahaha..teknikal lah sgt. pastu, buat 2nd kek plak, g letak tissue paper plak kt atas tue..abihhh ilang tulisan atas kek tue...oh NO ibtisammm!! kuat gile jerit time tue. nsib baik leh selamatkan lagi..adeihh...saje nk sruh heart rate aku tinggi time tue!

and it's a surprise BBQ birthday party to them. nasib baik jugak mereka xtau. so, menjadi la jgk surprise tue. hehe. bakar ayam, bakar SATE!! saye ulang..sate yer! khas oleh cik Baizura yg lembut jgk ummu ckp..haha..and mcm biase la di sertai dgn bermacam2 lg makanan..kuah kacang, nasi impit, popia, puding mcm2 jenis, nasi goreng, etc. hoho

so, to umu, siti and kak izati, selamat hari lahir! semoga happy2 slalu! kami sayang kamu semuaaaa!!

note - kan senang wt birthday beramai2 nie..jimat sket...haha. cik ibtisam mmg kreatif bab2 tulis menulis niee




bubye
amie

p/s: ngnttuk dh...penat seyhh

a happy Mother's day

i hope this entry is not too late to be entitled as it is now.

Read this please...sharing is caring, isn't it?

It is the right of your mother that you should appreciate that she carried you [in her womb] the way nobody carries anybody, She fed you the fruits of her heart which nobody feeds anybody. She protected you [during pregnancy] with her ears, eyes, hands, legs, hair, limbs, [in short] with her whole being, gladly, cheerfully, and carefully; suffering patiently all the worries, pains, difficulties, and sorrows. Till the hand of God removed you from her and brought you into this world. Then she was most happy, feeding you forgetting her own hunger, clothing you even if she herself had no clothes, giving you milk and water not caring for her own thirst, keeping you in the shade, even if she had to suffer from the heat of the sun, giving you every comfort with her own hardships; lulling you to sleep while keeping herself awake.

in the famous hadith, a man came to Prophet SAW and asked;

“Oh Messenger of Allah! to whom should I show kindness? He replied: Your mother, next your mother, next your mother, and then comes your father…”

Enough said, right?


"Dear Ma, thank you for everything, for every drop of blood that i have till every breath that i have. you are such a wonderful and mithali mother to me. oh Allah, please give barakah to my mother's life. and us a family. ameeennn.."

my mother, Wan Hasnah Wan Yusoff. the one and only. and the one who always hold her bag very very tight (kemah keming). proven by this pic!

Selamat Hari Ibu utk semua ibu di dunia ini juga!! hehe


bubye
Ami

p/s: this weekend had been using the full energy of me. sgt letih! next entry coming soon...

crazier

i was forced to sleep actually after having a video-call with my sister.

but looks like i can't help since this tune keeps on playing in my mind. and my sight too because i think i've watched the video about 10 times! okay, stop Ahlami. all the assignments are waving at you. inviting you to stay focus and complete all of them. i have to be organized! with so many works to do. with so little time we have. oh please....but sometimes, we need something to boost, don't we?

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow, let it take me
Where it wants to go
'Til you opened the door
There's so much more
I'd never seen it before
I was trying to fly, but I couldn't find wings
Then you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground, spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own, every sky was
Your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel and you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground, spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground, spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

and it is true that i'm just a normal person. and please don't over judge me with all these. sometimes, u might end up being wrong. hehe


bubye
amie

And today...

was awesome!
much better than yesterday. much better than last week i guess.
in terms of experiment that I've been going through like hell for this semester
and continuously for the rest of the year.
the rat was behaved verrrrryyyyy well! everything was smooth and almost purrrfecctt (this word means that it was not that perfect enough though).
from the making of the solution and to the pulse pressure given by the rat heart.
yipppiii! yipppiii! we did it! we did it well (and fun) !!

in sight of Swine Flu.
Let us pray that everything will go well and please protect us from this disaster.
but i still have this bad thought (we all do, don't we?),

"kalu la tetiba Australia nie dilanda Swine Flu yang teruk, agak2 Government Malaysia bagi ke x ktorng nak pulang ke Malaysia? "

oh no No no No!! scary man! scary!! okay now, then stop thinking about that!


i think it shoud've been better if i could just think about this,

" It's week 8 now..then next week would be week 9, continue week 10, week 11, week 12 and then Final Exam! dooommm! hurmm...i should start revising now! i should! should i have this thought, then i should start re-organizing all the notes "

but that's not just the case. a way too different to what i'm doing now!

EBAYING! from novels to eyeliners la plak. smua nya salah cik ibtisam! terpangaruh! bad influence nih. xpenah2 nk tgk eyeliners. aisehhh..kan pakai nnti org cakap mata lebam nanges semalaman plak. haiyooo...nasib baik xbeli ape2. selamat duit nk g jalan2 (and shopping). hehe.

of Muaz - sudah botak! hehe. same2 botak ngan dzareef. yang amazing nyer, pisau cukur yang my mother guna utk botakkan kepala muaz and dzareef tue dah berpuluh tahun pon umur nyer. hehe...ade byk lg brg2 kt umh tue yg lagi tua jangka hayatnye dari (ke drp eh?) saye.

please notice the old pisau cukur that can still be used

bubye
ami

p/s: tadi tepon ma, ma cakap jaga diri baik2. hehe. insyaAllah. under guidance of Allah. insyaAllah...

tebolah

Semalam,

saye tebolah lagi.
saye nak ambil stokin kat tepi katil saye.
tapi saye xpandang dah benda lain.
saye pandang stokin aje.
saye dgn lajunya menunduk mengambil stokin.
ade bucu katil.
dummmmmm!!!! terhantuk sudah!
alamak. tetiba vision jadi blur sket! (kakja, that time i was like 'Oh mannn...gosh!')
pening juge. xboleh stand still.
terus baring kt katil.
dalam hati. "Ahlami tebolah lagi! isshhhh....'
terus buat screening sendiri time tue.
tnya pasal diri sendiri.

"what is my name?".................."Ahlami Wan Muhammad" - okay, selamat!
"name ma ape?"........................."Wan Hasnah Wan Yusoff"- Pheww!
"name abah ape?"......................"Wan Muhammad Wan Jaafar" - goooood!
"Housemates?"..........................."Fatihah Mahmud, Ibtisam Ismail, Umu Hanani - good ahlami!
"Birthday bile?".........................."16thJune1987 - good2..keep going!
"tahun ni amik sbjek ape?........."Physiology and Immunology+microbiology"
"kt mane skrg ni?"....................."Adelaide la bongok..hahaa... - okay...LULUS screening!

a few minutes later, pening2 lagi. lasted about 3 hours.
nak pegi main badminton pon ndak boleh. aiseh..


Hari ni,
belajar pasal brain and memory.
and Amnesia (memory loss). concussion may lead to amnesia too.
lucky me, the tebolah of me semalam didnt bring about to severe concussion.
betul lah saye buat screening tue! hehe. nasib baik xde ape2.
dahi benjol aje, and ade scar macam Harry Potter sket. bukan permanent ok! bkn sebab he-who-must-not-be-named nie!
hehe.


Moral of the story = ckup2 lah tebolah, please be careful! even in your own room, trying to pick up smelly socks!

kelantan vocab, TEBOLAH = CUAI = CLUMSY


bubye
amie

p.s: misha omar la plak...hehee...biase la..mood swing..